There has been a ton going on in my life recently.
The main thing has been moving. I've spent the last month or so going through everything I own, and it's really been difficult. I was going through a difficult time with my family when I first moved in, and the problems grew with the boyfriend I had. I feel like moving is giving me that breath of fresh air I needed, but could never get. I'm finally letting go of the negative that happened to me while I was living at my old apartment.
I wanted to do something different, and the light in my new bedroom this morning was begging me for attention. It might have also been listening to The Academy Is' album Santi, that brought back some memories of the past, giving the mood to these images.
It was the only place I'd ever known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place
I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.
There is no better feeling than starting new, starting fresh.